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kailin says W e l c o m e ~

Name : Kailin
Location : Singapore
D.O.B : April

Living in my own small small world ~ struggling hard to overcome obstacles~

Getting sick of life~ Don't know why i am living~

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Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 2:37 PM

Cannot Sleep~ :(

Last night when i was trying to sleep around 2.30am~i heard some weird weird sound and i couldn't fall asleep~I wake Bui up to hold my hand~but i still can't sleep~Shit loh~Tomorrow i got OT somemore, still cannot sleep at this kind of hour~

After which i fall asleep already~I am not sure how many hours i sleep~but i managed to wake up at 7.30am to wake Bui up to get ready for work~ He was so shocked to see me waking him up, he ask me " you never sleep ar", i told him "got ar". but i don't know how long i sleep wor~like close my eyes and open my eyes again, is the next day already~

Tuesday, September 22, 2009 @ 6:36 PM

Saving Money~

Mid of Sep 09 now, i haven't start to save money for my trip yet~ Jialat wor~

So scare later no money to go Thailand~Bui still struggling to save money~but he also haven't start to save yet~

Over the weekend~ I dream that i was dead~ its a sudden death~ I was so scare i called up my mum and tell her that i dream that i died....

So scary~I couldn't remember the whole story already~ :(

Thursday, September 17, 2009 @ 4:32 PM

Planning For Holiday~

Yesterday my sis told me that my cousins have planned to go for a trip to Thailand~ Ask us if we wanted to join them, as it is too last minutes, only got 2 days to decide, i have long wanted to go for a Holiday, without thinking much, i wanted to go~

Pressure Bui to go also~but he scare he got not enough money~but i told him that we got 3 month to save ma~As we are only going in mid of Dec 09~Bui say he need sometime to think first~

So today~my cousin sms me to ask me if i have confirm~I called Bui~ he say that he is not going~after which i received an sms~ he say if i go, he will follow me~ haha~ That means he will go with me loh~

This is my first trip wor~ I feel so excited now~

Monday, September 14, 2009 @ 1:42 PM

Work ~

I was too tired to blog over the weekend~ had been working from morning till night~ help out Bui at his book store~ Luckily Di Di also got come and help out~

So tired~ eyes pain pain and got flu somemore, as wake up too early and not enough sleep~got to wake up at 6.30am to help out~And sleep around 2-3am~ the next day,wake up at 7am to start work again~Told him i giving up~want to sleep at home~Bui unhappy about it~in the end~I can't bear to see him sad~so i push myself to be awake and prepare myself to work on Sunday morning~

Now my eyes feeling better, not so dry~Heng ar~

Finally the week passed already~Another time will be next month loh~ Now must rest more ~

Friday, September 11, 2009 @ 1:33 PM

Money ~ Money ~ Money~

It has been a few days which i stop blogging~

Actually also nothing to update as i had been quarreling with Bui this few days~

So sian~ I tried to call him lesser~so that we would quarrel lesser and can save some hp bills~

Recently everything doesn't went smooth for me~

Dad told me to help him pay his two hp bills which i also don't know where to find money to pay for him~

Mei Mei's birthday coming~her husband wish to celebrate for her, scare he not enough money,ask me to lend him if he not enough~ I also don't know myself enough anot~ but i don't know how to reject him sia~

Hai~all the money money money problems~ tired~

No matter how hard i work~i will never get to save $$$~

Monday, September 7, 2009 @ 4:00 PM

Cute Baby Pictures~

@ 9:44 AM

Sleepy~

Last week~has been working from Mon to Sun, today still got OT, need to wake up very early, i am so tired now~if there is a bed in front of me~i will surely fall asleep asap~

Last night~after i finish helping Bui~managed to go back home in time to play with Ah boy awhile before he sleep~Miss him so much~

At around 1am plu, went back with Bui~

Wednesday, September 2, 2009 @ 8:26 PM

Pink Roses~

Just now while i was having my dinner at Coffee Bean~ Suddenly i received a call from this courier service, said that there is a parcel for me~ also said that will delivered from 7pm to 10pm~ So Mei Mei & i got puzzled, was thinking what was it, will it be a bomb~ LOL~

I just received Pink Roses around 8.15pm~so is Bui who send me the Roses~After we have been together for 2 years plu~ He finally send me Roses without me telling him~ Actually i thought that he will never send me one in my life~cause he always said is waste of money~

Anyway, i am Happy to received the Roses la~ got disturb by my colleagues also~

But i still can't forget what he did~ Haizzzzz

@ 1:44 PM

Can't Fall Asleep~ :(

Last night~ I couldn't get to sleep~I keep on turning around on bed~ just couldn't get to sleep~alot of things just keep spinning around my head~ I just can't stop thinking of all the things that happen between us~ The present and the past~all just appear in my head~

I know is not a big issue that he created a FB without letting me know~but this kind of small things he also need to lie to me~ I really don't know what to say~Get to know all the girls really so good ma~than why he still want to be with me since he searching for the new target, am i just a spare tyre~

Haizzzz... I guess i am use to it already~

Just now dinner time~ mei mei & i go and have dinner at coffee bean, the counter staff very blur sia~ we ordered spicy tuna fusilli, but it turn out to be sphagetti~ Than Mei Mei change her pasta as she don't like sphagetti~ I was so hungry, so i never change, i started to eat first~ Than after which mei mei realise that i was eating with fork & knife and she start to laugh at me~ than we ask the staff there to change to fork and spoon for us~ LOL~ I guess i just don't care, anyway, got fork can le~

Tuesday, September 1, 2009 @ 11:41 PM

Urgent Leave~Sian Life~

Yesterday while i was waiting for Bui in the Car, i search his car as usual~found two piece of paper in his car, just at the side of the door. I saw a few girls name and number~Sian~ Not again~ I know he do something behind my back already~

I approached him, he told me is just a few massage girl number he help his friends find de~ Than i saw other girl's e-mail and a new e-mail he created and got password also~ I damn dulan~I told him i wanted to see the e-mail, he say ok~

So when i reach his house~I switch on my laptop and log in to his e-mail~ Guess~ What i see~I see all the e-mails from Facebook~so he has open an new account which i never know and is around 3 months and i just get to know~ :(

Haizzzz~ He lie to me again~ I cried whole night~while reading the e-mails and the conversation he told with other girls~ Why he must like that treat me~ I decided to move back my house~as he will never change, fourth time already~Why i have to bear with all this~

Today i took urgent leave~as i cried like hell last night~my eyes got swollen~i felt like going crazy, really cannot tahan him to lie to me again and again~ He will never gain trust from me~

I really hate things to go this way~but i guess i got no choice~He made me treat him like this~

:(

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